GOODBYE my lovely cousins...

I'm so sad...

my cousin had been to oversea...

they when to PNG....

they wont come back on tis CNY..

i feel sad cos on tis CNY will be very bored without them...

singapore cousin are not coming back too....

bcos there is no ticket....

on my area here only have my grandparents....

cousin in kuching going to move thr hs far away from my area here...

i still remember most of the CNY we celebrate togather with so many cousinSSS...

but now getting bored N bored....

i don wan like tat...

i 1st time feel so sad bcos no any cousin in my area anymore...

i feel like no talk wif...

haiz...

y tis happened,..,,

i really wan like last time...

everyone happy together.,...

i don kno when we can visit them at oversea,,,,

cos the ticket is expensive...

i have no chance to visit them....

but on tis 5th JANuary i'll be in KL...

i go wif my fren...

i hope all cousin visit me in kuching again soon...

i really hope they can really come back...

my grandparents sure bored too without grandchildren...

I HOPE EVERYTHING WILL BE FINE AFTER ALL~~~~

Bcos u loved me~~~~

IM SAD~~~I LOST A BEST FREN ON CHRISTMAS THIS YEAR!!!

On the day 25th DEC 08 ,yesterday,
yesterday is christmas.
I had lost a best fren tat i only kno few days ago.
I lie to tis fren about something~~~
On tis few days i feel happy when chat to tis fren~~
I feel got a best fren~~
but yesterday i had lost tis fren~~
i hope tis fren can have a good new life next year~~~
alto tis fren i already lost but i will still remember tis fren as my best fren~~

Yesterday~~bcos of tis fren my 'love'angry me n he scold me...
cos i break my promise...he say he had lost believe on me...
N he scold me n say he think im jus like other gal...
i cry whole nite~~
i lost a fren n my 'love' angry me~~

On here i apologize to my best fren tat i lie n my'love' tat i break my promise...

About the day i no on9 from 20Dec08 untill today~~

On date 20dec08 saturday,

i got a bear and an apple cover wif some chocolate from my love one...

i ate the apple tat day...

the bear was so cute...

it has nice fur...so soft...N i decided to give it a birth on that day it was '20 DEC 08'

On tat nite my family celebrate 'tong zhi' together wif uncles, aunty, grandpa n grandma...everybody really enjoy the delicious dishes at shangchuan...

after taking dinner everybody take photo together n had fun....

On date 21 Dec 08 sunday,

ntg special on tat day....

tat day ivy them had went to 'bingtangor' in the early morning...

only steven dint go back bcoz he having car lesson tat day...

On date 22DEc 08 monday, it was yesterday,

steven having car test...

he pass...

my mom brougth us to pizza hut to celebrate....

Today, date 23 DEC 08 tuesday,

steven went to 'bingtangor' wif simon...

today can on9 dy.. yeah!!!

today i get scolded again by my parents

tis evening..after having dinner me n my cousin wash the plate...
after tat actually my mom cal my sister n me threw the rubbish..
but when i came my sister dint throw the rubbish n only me who threw the rubbish..
i so angry n shout tat y is me but not together...
mom say she already got wash the dishes...
i ans tat i also got wash....
i feel so unfair...
im so angry...
another thing is...
bcos i got bf they keep saying me disobedient kid...
when i ask for going out mom say i always go out...
but i din even go anyway but jus grandma hs...
for my sister is like tat...
for me also like tat...
haiz...
tis life is not as beautiful as in the drama....
tat teenager's love...
y cant haf happiness wif love one....

Hello I love you

First time here posting