SOME PHOTO ABOUT ME and him...

this is TWO of the all pic that we take when going go mountain climbing!!!

Longtime no blogging..A very SAD me!!

Longtime no blogging...
this two month start from June i really happy everyday becos o met a guy that give me hapiness...
but yesterday 7 August 2009 i became a very SAD gal...
this becos my brother and sister told my mom bout i got bf...
i know my mom sure wont like i got bf thats y i keep this secret...
but lastly she know too...
i kno my mom only want me have a rich and a guys which can study...
Not i don wan...this becos i don have that kind of fade...
what ever guy i met is poor...
i love him 'BAO'...
this time i dont want to let go...
why my parents always like tat?
they don wan their kids to be happy with who they love?
y they have to like tat to me?
i hate my parents that only look for money,,,'they only know MONEY MONEY MONEY!!
WHY THIS WORLD NEED MONEY...??
MONEY AND LOVE HAVE NO RELATIONSHIP WHY MUST LOVE LOOK FOR MONEY???
I REALLY HATE MY PARENTS!!!
THEY DON KNO ANYTHING BUT MONEY....THEY ALL IS MONEY FACE...
I THINK NEXT TIME IS THEY MARRY,,,, BUT NOT ME!!!SHIT!!!

我真的可以忘记吗?

好久的事了...都快两年了...我以为我已经忘记他了...可是那天看到他我才知道我还没忘记他...
看到他我还是很开心..对他还有那种感觉...
可是今天忘我才知道我们是不可能的了...
应该不会有什么奇迹发生在我的身上...
我是多么的希望他会回心转意,...
可是我都没等到...
他对我很冷漠...
他不知道我有多难过...
从今天开始我会努力忘记他...
有一天当我看到他我希望我可以开开心心的...
就算他有女朋友我也要开心的祝福他们...
我希望我自己可以找到我这辈子最爱的人...
然后和他结婚...哈哈哈...

I AM VERY VERY STRESS!!!!! MY ASSSIIIIGNMENT....

STUDY REALLY HARD....DO ASSIGNMENT MORE HARD....
just finish my innovation & change assignment but now having english assignment again...
haiz...really stress... swinburne really much much harder than secondary school...
just finish maths test...luckily i still can hander it...but assignment i really need someone to help me on it...
just think a title also hard...because have think a title that really can make my assignment into 800 untill 1200 words. i very scare that i can pass... i really will try my best on it...
i must graduate... i must study hard and do not make my parents dissapointed at me...
but i scare i can not do it...
haiz...
hope GOD bless me and i will do my best and study hard....

ERMMM.....I ALREADY BECOME SINGLE.....

I DONT HAVE BF NOW...
I FEEL MUCH MUCH BETTER....
i just want to be single n having a lot of fren n enjoy my U life.,,,
i want to study hard too...
hope my leaturer dont make every class feel boring...
cos i really cant understand in a boring situation....
hahaz...

longtime no post lo......

START STUDY IN SWINBURNE U DY..... PRESSURE

so busy having class....

every weekday got class from morning till afternoon...

but thr also having break...

sometimes having long break but sometimes jus for awhile only...

at swinburne U thr is many clever ppl....

i feel im the stupidest gal,,,,,

hahaz,,,

everyone's english very good...

in U this semester having innovation n change, economic,maths,english n also IT...

maths n IT really boring,.,,

eco n innovation really hard...

i think i need to study hard n understand what all about...

i can understand the 1st part,.,, but the 2nd part i think i need to have more time to understand...

at U i met n know alot of fren....

i got a fren she is mis L....

she only 16...

wow...

really young n already study U...

nice to meet her anyway....

i hope have more fren can help me with study...

ermm....

tats all....

hahahz....

We appreciate the time we together~~~

Today,6th JAN 2009,(tuesday)
Today he start working,,,
tat job have no life.,,,
he have to work from morning til nite...
im so worry bout his health...
i miss him so much.,,
Hope he stay healthy ....

GOODBYE my lovely cousins...

I'm so sad...

my cousin had been to oversea...

they when to PNG....

they wont come back on tis CNY..

i feel sad cos on tis CNY will be very bored without them...

singapore cousin are not coming back too....

bcos there is no ticket....

on my area here only have my grandparents....

cousin in kuching going to move thr hs far away from my area here...

i still remember most of the CNY we celebrate togather with so many cousinSSS...

but now getting bored N bored....

i don wan like tat...

i 1st time feel so sad bcos no any cousin in my area anymore...

i feel like no talk wif...

haiz...

y tis happened,..,,

i really wan like last time...

everyone happy together.,...

i don kno when we can visit them at oversea,,,,

cos the ticket is expensive...

i have no chance to visit them....

but on tis 5th JANuary i'll be in KL...

i go wif my fren...

i hope all cousin visit me in kuching again soon...

i really hope they can really come back...

my grandparents sure bored too without grandchildren...

I HOPE EVERYTHING WILL BE FINE AFTER ALL~~~~

Bcos u loved me~~~~

IM SAD~~~I LOST A BEST FREN ON CHRISTMAS THIS YEAR!!!

On the day 25th DEC 08 ,yesterday,
yesterday is christmas.
I had lost a best fren tat i only kno few days ago.
I lie to tis fren about something~~~
On tis few days i feel happy when chat to tis fren~~
I feel got a best fren~~
but yesterday i had lost tis fren~~
i hope tis fren can have a good new life next year~~~
alto tis fren i already lost but i will still remember tis fren as my best fren~~

Yesterday~~bcos of tis fren my 'love'angry me n he scold me...
cos i break my promise...he say he had lost believe on me...
N he scold me n say he think im jus like other gal...
i cry whole nite~~
i lost a fren n my 'love' angry me~~

On here i apologize to my best fren tat i lie n my'love' tat i break my promise...

About the day i no on9 from 20Dec08 untill today~~

On date 20dec08 saturday,

i got a bear and an apple cover wif some chocolate from my love one...

i ate the apple tat day...

the bear was so cute...

it has nice fur...so soft...N i decided to give it a birth on that day it was '20 DEC 08'

On tat nite my family celebrate 'tong zhi' together wif uncles, aunty, grandpa n grandma...everybody really enjoy the delicious dishes at shangchuan...

after taking dinner everybody take photo together n had fun....

On date 21 Dec 08 sunday,

ntg special on tat day....

tat day ivy them had went to 'bingtangor' in the early morning...

only steven dint go back bcoz he having car lesson tat day...

On date 22DEc 08 monday, it was yesterday,

steven having car test...

he pass...

my mom brougth us to pizza hut to celebrate....

Today, date 23 DEC 08 tuesday,

steven went to 'bingtangor' wif simon...

today can on9 dy.. yeah!!!

today i get scolded again by my parents

tis evening..after having dinner me n my cousin wash the plate...
after tat actually my mom cal my sister n me threw the rubbish..
but when i came my sister dint throw the rubbish n only me who threw the rubbish..
i so angry n shout tat y is me but not together...
mom say she already got wash the dishes...
i ans tat i also got wash....
i feel so unfair...
im so angry...
another thing is...
bcos i got bf they keep saying me disobedient kid...
when i ask for going out mom say i always go out...
but i din even go anyway but jus grandma hs...
for my sister is like tat...
for me also like tat...
haiz...
tis life is not as beautiful as in the drama....
tat teenager's love...
y cant haf happiness wif love one....

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